Kyra - 5th Month

Dear Kyra,

We always eagerly await your birthday hoping for better eating and sleeping pattern. Well, not much luck so far. Sometimes I think that I too am going in reverse direction, I have got baby blues NOW. Your routine has become so unpredictable that I get so tired doing nothing. I am scared when it is time to feed you. So far we have always talked about how you are growing or how we feel about you. But never got a chance to talk about things that have changed in my life. Important things are trivial now. 

I take shower at odd hours. Sink full of dirty dishes do not bother me anymore. I do laundry in morning but fold in the evening. I hardly talk to any of my friends. Even when we talk to families we talk only about you. Sometimes I crave for normal adult conversation. I am not able to experiment in the kitchen and hence write my blog. It has become so difficult to invite people or visit them. I hardly get time to sit and relax once you are up in the morning. I so much wish to spend quality time with daddy. Sometimes I think all mothers have some invisible source of energy :) But of course, when you smile at us, it makes us forget all pain and tiredness. 

You celebrated your first Diwali. Though last year we were in India I never found myself in festive mood. So this year I made a point that I follow traditions as much as possible. I made Rangoli (And you kept staring at it) and different kinds of snacks. Did extensive cleaning and bit decoration as well. Dressed up in traditional attire and so on. However you had your vaccination around the same time so could not go to the party or temple. We celebrated my first birthday with you. Of course, romantic dinner had been replaced by carry out food. But we had never enjoyed food like this before. This was my first restaurant food after you were born.

On Nov 17 we completed one year of 'Your Presence' in our life. Yes, this was the day doctor confirmed about my pregnancy.

You love staring at your hand, feet and dress all the time. If I am playing with you with a toy, you keep staring at me. As soon as you are alone you just keep watching yourself. So we have started calling you 'Roop Sundari'.

With little help now you can sit. Again you keep looking down at your dress.

We still have to wait for couple of months to give you solid food. You are growing just fine by consuming only breastmilk. Now you are wearing size 2 diapers and you already have outgrown 3-6 months size dresses. From Huggies Snugglers we changed to Huggies Snug n Dry.

You got sever dry skin problem called eczema. It got so worse that you could not sleep through the night and we took you immediately to the doctor's. They prescribed Hydrocortizone cream for you. Now we use special soap and lotion for you.

We took you to the mall for the first time. And you were all cheered up seeing Christmas decoration and lights. We also took you to birthday parties and at friends' place and you did not  give very hard time.

You celebrated your first Thanksgiving. For us Thanksgiving means a long weekend, Black Friday Shopping and inviting friends at home. Daddy went to Kohl's at midnight and waited for two long hours to buy dresses for you. We bought SLR camera to capture all  these memories. And first time in five months we got lucky to take your smiling picture. Your smile is so beautiful that sometimes when I look at you, I feel emotionally overwhelmed. I wish and I pray that you always keep smiling. We invited couple of families for dinner and you were a very good girl. One of them stayed overnight as well and both of us were quite comfortable.

We took you to New Jersey for the weekend, your first long trip. You did not take diaper change at rest area very well. You were bit fussy about having food on time but over all we had great time.

We took you to friend's anniversary party. Party was at restaurant's banquet hall but still officially it was your first visit to restaurant. You were so happy that you smiled at everyone and did not cry at all.

We took you to Claire's for ear piercing. Both daddy and I were little nervous about how you would take it. But you were brave little girl :) You look quite different and girly girly and of course even prettier with earrings.

You get curious about your surroundings and try to grab the stuff. Whenever we put you in bouncer, immediately you hold the toys hanging overhead.

You can comfortable flip sides. In fact, when I put you on your tummy you try to crawl as well. 

And I have saved the best for the last. You have started sleeping through night. Sometimes you wake up once or twice but again fall asleep immediately. I wish you conitnue sleeping like this :)

Kyra - 4th Month

They say after 3rd month baby's routine becomes more predictable. They are less cranky and it becomes easier to differentiate their cry for hunger or sleep or dirty diaper. I should add that parents become more patient, energetic and smart.Finally no more baby blues!

Dear Kyra,

What a splendid journey through first quarter :) You look so big and grown up now and of course, you are getting rounder day by day. You have been very active and smart from day one. But now you can make steady eye contact. You can turn your head in direction of our voice even though you can not see us.

When you are on your tummy you can flip back although just on one side.

You can maintain perfect balance in upright position. You love standing and walking on daddy's tummy.

You love seeing our faces. When I feed you or carry you over the shoulder, you tilt and position your head so we can face each other. You start scratching whatever comes in your hand. You literally hurt daddy by scratching his neck, arm and shoulder when he carries you.

You scream and giggle at top of your voice but never get tired! So we tease you that by the time you will start talking we will be deaf. But at the same time, you become very quiet when you hear any third person's voice. When we meet families online or over the phone, all their efforts to hear you are in vein.

At times you sound very stubborn. The other day we tried to feed you using a glass (You were giving very hard time taking milk through bottle). You got upset and did not talk/smile/eat/sleep for about an hour. During doctor's appointment, she put you on your tummy and you screamed at her like anything!

The most important achievement of this month is that I can recognize your sleepy mood. And then if I gently pat you or caress your hair, you fall asleep. I can actually put you to sleep. What a relief! So far it never happened. Even when you were feeling sleepy you would cry but never considered our efforts to help you :)

You sleep less and less during day time and wake up more often during night time. We are going in reverse direction :(. You do not like the taste of breast milk anymore and we are having very hard time feeding you.

During Navratri, we were doing Pooja everyday. You liked that except we had to sing looking right at you instead of at God :)

Our book reading/story telling sessions have become more frequent and you simply love them. If I talk to somebody else in middle of the session, you literally start crying. You even tried to hold the book and turn the pages.

We took you to Vraj Mandir for the first time. Except eating part, you enjoyed the trip.

Bye for now.

Kyra - 3rd Month

By 3rd month you are mostly out of baby blues, if any. I have become more comfortable with the baby as her routine has become quite predictable. I sometime think about old days (before baby was born) and want to get back to normalcy.

Dear Kyra,

Now you are completely familiar with both daddy's and mine voice. Our voice seems to sooth you even when we are not around. You can make steady eye contact and smiles at us like anything. You like the way my lips move and try to imitate what I am talking. In fact, you have turned out one talkative little one. You can make sound like 'aaahooo...aaaghoooooooo...aayyyyyyyyyy...memmeeeeee'.

Doctors advised to start poly-vi-sol iron drops but you lost your appetite due to bitter taste of these drops. So after a week I stopped them. Anyway, I give you Ayurvedic drops (Amrutyog) so I do not need to supplement you.

Also, I started giving you Somva-34 and that seems to help you as now there is less spitting and regular pooping.

You got dry skin and rashes all over the body. I tried Hydrocortizone cream and Aveeno body cream. They help a little though. So I am gonna share my concern with the doctor during next appointment. I tried olive oil and patrolium jelly and both of them helped a lot. Even doctors said you would outgrow this by age of 1 year.

You can follow sound/object with tilting your head. You can very well follow both of us moving around the house.

You have found your fist. You like sucking them even when you are not hungry. Sometimes you start sucking right after meal and eventually spit up. I applied lemon juice/bitter melon juice on your fist and fingers. But to my disappointment, you liked bitter taste and started sucking even harder :(

You were a spitter baby, but now situation seems to be improved. Even without burp, you can sleep well. And when you are about to burp, you want to be held in upright position than throwing up.

I got couple of picture books from the library. Bedtime story session does not work considering your cranky nature at night. So we read books in the afternoon or evening.

You can now grab objects firmly. However, you do not know how to release them yet. So you pulled your hair with all the force and could not open your fist.

During last visit, doctors advised to start tummy time i.e. put you on your stomach. Obviously, that is not a very comfortable situation. So I put you on your stomach on my belly so we can see each other's faces. You love being held like that!

From face to face situation, I have also started holding you in upright position. If I am sitting on floor, you will climb on my lap and then all the way to belly. You always smile and talk in this position as our faces are very close to each other.

Now we can differentiate your crying - for hunger, sleep or wet diaper. Sometimes you just scream out of nothing . Some other times you make pity face with lower lip quivering and watery eyes. And we call you 'Chinku Bagdyu'.

On your 3rd month birthday Daddy and I decorated your crib. We bought gold bar to commemorate this day; first time we bought something precious with our own money.

See you next month :)